bugger mugger

i feel like a mugger all over again.
i need to mug my ass off for the ISAT and UMAT(tests that UWA and UNSW require me to take as part of my med admissions process).,
gah. my eyeballs are exploding and my brain is rusty from under-utilization.

i think the UMAT is killer/
they give you a highly distorted and messy pattern and make you guess which shape(out of 5 weird shapes) you can find in the diagram.
sort of like 'where's waldo', but much harder
the ISAT is a bit more fun;
and easier too, i guess..

it is so exx to study med in aussie
even though my parents say 'yes, we;ll get by.. don't worry'
i doubt it.
i can just see my parents selling the house
my family having instant noodles for dinner, four times a week
my brother doesn't get to buy toys

sigh, what have i gotten my family into?

so now, i'll just keep working
from now till mid feb
but i need a job that pays relatively well
oh, i;ll give tuition too, i guess
any lobangs, anyone?

i'll scrimp and save
cut down on entertainement, food and shopping
hopefully i'll be able to save at least ten grand

but 10K is only 3.33% of 300K
gosh, i have such a long way to go..