i want to streak my hair chestnut brown
i want to perm my hair,
but i'm afraid i'll end up looking like i'm 35
eeks;

i want new clothes
nice flashy summer clothes
green, pink, yellow and orange,
new jeans
new shoes
new bags
new watch
new books
new everything;

so many things to buy, too little money..

i messed up big time
i can hear jaan mutter 'shit' under his breath every 5 minutes
shit